Snow Petrol: The Lightning Strike

As a wanna be creative I should be happy for all emotions since they inspire people to create something. Something new, different, interesting and so on. But..to be honest sometimes I wish more that I would not feel anything at all, because feeling bad usually just lames me and I become totally frozen.

When I become frozen my self-defense system switches to very high levels and I start to behave very weird. It was only my grandma who understood this, and could be very kind and calm if she saw me in this state instead of starting to attack back. It is so rare in life, that someone really accepts and understand us as we really are. That this someone can look behind the scenes of our chaotic emotions, and see a person there being hurt behind all the sh.t going on on the surface.

Lyrics

What if this storm ends?

And I don't see you

As you are now

Ever again

The perfect halo

Of gold hair and lightning

Sets you off against

The planet's last dance

Just for a minute

The silver forked sky

Lit you up like a star

That I will follow

Now it's found us

Like I have found you

I don't want to run

Just overwhelm me

What if this storm ends?

And leaves us nothing

Except a memory

A distant echo

I want pinned down

I want unsettled

Rattle cage after cage

Until my blood boils

I want to see you

As you are now

Every single day

That I am living

Painted in flames

All peeling thunder

Be the lightning in me

That strikes relentless