Today I saw a really beautiful flower called rhododendron outside at a flower shop. I decided to buy one for my balcony. Since many years I was delaying to re-arrange the balcony, but this year I will do it finally.

I am not sure, if you realized, but sometimes when one is sad or depressed, it is so hard to make choices. You always want to make the perfect decision, choose the best design - because every small details is so important, when you cling to everything what you think would make you happier- and then because of the fear of failure you rather do not do anything.